The Death of a Zoosadist
Thoughts on the Suicide of Colt Moss
Born June 28th, 1983, Colt Moss was a zoosadist who focused his cruelty and perversion specifically on pigtail macaques. His parents, Mariann and Terry, and his Wife, Ande Skinner were all aware that he was a zoosadist, and that he spent two years funding the sexual mutilation, torture and killing of animals. They likely did not know his unique brand of cruelty, how he paid for infant macaques to have their fingers cut off. Their limbs broken. How he’d pay for them to be held up and beat into each other, how he enjoyed watching them have their genitalia severed. Above all else, that his friends on telegram revel in this behaviour and celebrate their son for it right now.
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Those closest to him, Alondra Gutiérrez, Sehreen Ferdous, and a UK based, Polish zoosadist who is at least alleged to be called ‘Bartlomiej Pawlowski’ are still highly active and unwavering in their dedication to animal torture porn.
Moss’s VO would keep the animals in a metal black box, Moss and his friends enjoyed this sensory deprivation aspect of his content.
Moss once paid to have an infant macaque castrated, and for the VO to feed it its own severed genitalia.
His family might not have known the specifics, but they knew more than enough. Their inaction speaks volumes of their character, especially of his wife Ande who chose to prioritize her reputation and career over doing the right thing and reporting her pervert Husband to the authorities. Especially disappointing considering she works in law.
Stumbling upon a memorial page, set up for Colt Moss, I couldn’t help but feel the entire thing to be staggeringly tone deaf. If they began to engage with what Moss was perhaps they’d have to consider their own failings. There’s an uneasy imbalance between the context in which he died and the comments from grieving relatives. They’re actively pretending not to know. Similar to what we saw happen with Jaden Korse, his memorial page has been treated as a sort of playground for perverts, with what appears to be rival zoosadists slipping through the commenting censoring process to take shots.
His relatives, disinterested and stubborn in their refusal to do anything about his interest in baby monkey genital mutilation, seem to have framed his death as wholly drug related. His impending sentencing for funding a CSAM crush porn enterprise has been scrubbed out of the narrative entirely. Rather nauseatingly, animals are referred to in his obituary, in the form of a pet dog called Ivy. Again, tone deaf.
Before delving further into his obituary, I’d like to consider the kind of person Colt Moss was. In his time on telegram, he engaged in multiple affairs. The living arrangement he had with his Wife was always made unclear, but it appears he preferred not to talk about her, or instead to seriously downplay the role she played in his life. His most recent affair, which continued in some form or another up until his death was with a fellow zoosadist called Alondra Gutiérrez. Gutiérrez remains highly active and has not been deterred by her lovers death when it comes to involvement in animal torture porn.
The two can be seen together in video, in a leaked musical tribute created by Gutiérrez following his death;
His close friend, a major distributor and producer of animal torture porn, can be seen interacting with Colt below;
Colt claims that BP was essential to continued video production following the loss of Nick Dryden and Sebastian Fiqri.
These two, BP and Gutiérrez are now engaged in a bitter rivalry, in which blame for Colts death is being laid on either side. I’d argue that Moss is first and foremost responsible for his death, as were the decisions he made which led to it. They were deliberate, thought out and without any hint of remorse. Gutiérrez met and had sex with a man who paid for an infant macaque to be nailed to a board and genitally mutilated for thirty minutes. She was not discreet about their relationship and has no shame with regards to it. As is evident in the videos she shared, happy to make a public spectacle of both herself and Moss.
Most interesting is that in having a sexual relationship with Moss, Gutiérrez claims to have learned BP’s real world identity.
Whether she will face any legal consequences for her involvement in the distribution of animal torture pornography, or at least be questioned by the authorities about her alleged knowledge of BP’s identity, is difficult to say. I doubt it though. The best we can hope for when it comes to most of these people is for them to experience becoming public spectacles, dragged out of their echo chambers and self soothing comfort zones. Everything about the story of Dryden, Moss and Morelli has documentary series written over it, and Gutiérrez has self inserted herself into that world and absolutely refuses to walk away from it.
In his time on Telegram, Moss embarked on four affairs that we are aware of; A woman called Samantha, Katie, Sehreen Ferdous and Alondra Gutiérrez. There may be others we do not know of. Ferdous is a zoosadist based in Bangladesh, and Moss’s most recent Internet relationship up until Gutiérrez. Whilst less active now on Telegram, she used TikTok to broadcast her relationship and later feud with Moss. She does not appear to have made any public statements following the death of Moss.
Moss made references to International travel throughout his time on Telegram, either to pursue affairs with women in his community, or to encourage minors to torture animals. In the following screenshots, he can he seen claiming direct, hands on involvement in such zoosadist activity;
Here he can be seen describing a man he paid to mutilate an infant macaques genitalia as ‘very talented’, he is presumably also describing the seventeen year old Indonesian, Sebastian Fiqri, who he paid to produce some of the most sickeningly depraved crush content imaginable. It’s worth noting this particular group remains highly active even after the arrest and eventual death of Moss.
Within his own community Moss was an entitled, spoilt narcissist. His financial involvement in animal torture pornography gave him something of a free pass to move in different circles on Telegram. He maintained a close friendship with BP whilst also freely interacting with a rival producer, Manuel. The rules that applied to the underlings did not appear to apply to Moss. In his personal life, he kept his employment despite facing drug charges, on account of his good character.
From the Des Moines Register;
"He's a fantastic attorney and quite frankly, we can't wait to have him back," said Steven Wandro, a longtime Des Moines attorney who established the firm. "Hopefully this will all pass, and he will be back here. He’s a great kid and he’s got a huge future in front of him.”
His employer Wandro and Associates vouched for him, his family gave his interest in primate genital mutilation a free pass, either owing to his conceit or the effects of the drugs he was consuming, Moss appeared almost entirely confident that consequences did not apply to him. He lived the high life within his community, either creating or getting access to exclusive content, between pursuing affairs and at least claiming to take animal sex torture trips to Southeast Asia.
There are reports that he has spent time in real life with a number of other zoosadists, beside those who he was having sex with. Some who he could have identified by face and put forward real world information which could have led to arrests. Given his capacity to be a flight risk and the extent of his involvement in almost unprecedented criminal behaviour (he was the only one to produce crush content with a specific sub species of macaque) it was exasperating to see him granted bail. The l supposed love of his life, Ande Skinner, who knew absolutely everything he had done, owing to people telling her, did her bit to protect Moss and ensure he could shuffle off this mortal coil with whatever information died with him. She appears as remorseless as her husband, and I am absolutely certain there will never be a statement from Ande regarding Moss’s criminal activity.
It makes me wonder just how bad it would have to have gotten for his wife to draw the line and say enough is enough.
She took him in from jail despite his numerous affairs, despite his paying minors to sodomize and torture animals to death. His family stood by him. He was by their accounts a great guy. Whilst I understand there will be some who are mourning Moss’s passing, doing so publicly, on a website called ‘dignity memorial’, feels astonishingly undignified.
Let’s take a look at his obituary.
“Philip Colt Moss passed away on November 13, 2024. After his passing, Colt’s family hosted a private celebration of life. The gathering was intimate, focusing on remembering and celebrating his life with close family and friends. If you’d like to make a donation in Colt’s honor, please consider contributing to the Matthew Perry Foundation. https://matthewperryfoundation.org”
I guarantee Matthew Perry would have hated Colt Moss and would probably reject his money. It appears there is a deliberate effort to frame Moss as a victim, a troubled soul who suffered his way to an early grave. Rather than a weird pervert who lived a double life online, commissioning acts of unforgivable cruelty and evil. The focus is on how he killed himself, rather than why.
“Colt was born on June 28, 1983, in Des Moines, Iowa. After graduating from Valley High School, he attended The University of Iowa where he studied political science and creative writing.”
We know, he lacked any form of self restraint and practiced appalling opsec. He cared more about the approval of his animal snuff buddies than his profession and Wife, so he was inclined to talk about how easy it was for him to engage in criminal activity owing to his social standing. We knew his name, face and professional background long before his arrest. Because it seems he had no problem with the world knowing, because it was incomprehensible to him that his actions should ever have consequences.
“Colt was a dedicated and passionate lawyer and cared deeply about helping others, especially during tough times.”
Colt cared deeply about helping his clients, especially the ones he stood a chance of dating. Or if they were impoverished Indonesian teenagers who he could talk into doing whatever he liked for a hundred bucks. Indeed, he liked helping the needy, so long as they were willing to fuck and kill some animals afterwards, or sleep with him.
“He married the love of his life, Ande Skinner Moss, on September 24, 2022, in Thousand Oaks, California, surrounded by family and friends.”
Damn, you hear that, Samantha/Katie/Sehreen/Alondra.
Moss’s version of events was that the marriage was just a ceremony. It served some practical function and then Moss went his own way, embarking on affairs and doing prescription painkillers and paying for crush content to be made with his name emblazoned across. At no point did Moss ever say anything to suggest Ande Skinner was the love of his life. Note that she stopped using the name Moss online after her loving husband finally got caught.
“Colt is survived by his wife, Ande Skinner Moss, mother, Mariann Moss, father, Terry Moss, and his beloved Havanese puppy, Ivy.”
From Tim Amoroso, to Adam Britton to Colt Moss. I’m yet to encounter a serious zoosadist who doesn’t have animals in their life that the profess to ‘love’.
“He will be remembered for his generosity, kindness, selflessness, and his charm.”
Remember what I said about the whole thing being undignified. Whoever wrote this knew full well that this is not what Moss will be remembered for, because his behaviour contradicts the idea he was generous, kind or any of the above. Charming perhaps, he had a way of talking other perverts over the Internet into falling for him.
“He left a lasting impression on everyone who knew him.”
He sure did, he’s still the talk of Telegram and at the center of zoosadist infighting as I type.
“Addiction, the big terrible thing, is far too powerful for anyone to defeat alone. But together, one day at a time, we can beat it down.”
Matthew Perry.
It bears repeating that it is highly unlikely that Matthew Perry would have sympathized with Colt Moss. Moss was not some tragic figure whose demons eventually got the better of him. He was a demon, and it is shameful that his family saw it fit to make a public spectacle of his passing, lying by omission about the circumstances around his death. It’s about as tasteful and dignified as Guttierez’s musical tribute.
Colt was never capable of remorse, he enjoyed what he did and would have continued doing it if he was never bought to justice. The suffering inflicted upon living beings, the cruelty, sexual mutilation and torture, he thought these things out, directed and funded and proudly distributed. He urged on these acts of evil and incentivized them with donations. His family could have expressed remorse on his behalf, instead they opted to continue in his death as they did in life, not troubling themselves with it and just ignoring whatever happened.
Telegram is currently sentimental in its approach to Moss, framing his death as a mishap that was bought about by individual bad actors who were out to hurt him. BP, a major UK based zoosadist who is free and active as of this article being written, asserts that Moss was driven to death by Alondra Gutierrez, who made his wife aware of their relationship. In no version of events do either BP or his alleged zoosadist Internet girlfriend Divya Devgan entertain the possibility Moss’s own actions, perversion and criminality led him to ending his life. BP may have played a role in all of these things, encouraging Moss to engage in the sexual mutilation of animals and production of crush content. But final responsibility lies with Moss.
Divya Devgan is alleged to be an active participant in the world of animal torture pornography, working as a marketing manager for the Indian beer company Bira 91. BP is alleged to have paid repeat visits to India to spend time with her. This particular claim has been made repeatedly by Moss’s former romantic interest Gutierrez.
Alondra Gutiérrez has not retreated after the death of her lover, Moss, and instead has maintained a level increasing hostility towards both BP and Devgan. She remains adamant she has the real world identity of one of the biggest producers of crush porn currently on Telegram. Whilst we know BP is both Polish and based in England, Gutiérrez has gone a step further in suggesting Moss made her aware that his real name is Bartlomiej Pawlowski and furthermore that he is based in London. Social media suggests Pawlowski is currently based in London, although he appears to have connections to the Midlands area of England. Gutiérrez has gone public with her accusations, so this is just commentary on what anyone could see were they to glance over Telegram.
Whilst I cannot say with absolute certainty whether or not BP is Bartlomiej Pawlowski, I am certain Moss did know BP’s real world identity and the extent of his knowledge of the primate zoosadist community, his involvement and flight risk potential should have absolutely prevented him from being granted bail. Ande Skinner supported Moss in his efforts to walk free, and in doing so, take his life and and wealth of information which could have compromised other serious zoosadists.
I would be approaching the allegations made by Gutiérrez with serious interest, were I involved in the law enforcement aspect of this situation. However, we have seen these systems fail before, and it is probable another prolific producer of animal torture pornography might just walk free without consequence. I would have treated Moss as a wholly novel case of depravity, his choice of species and the nature of the videos he produced sets him apart from even previous primate crush content producers.
I am of the belief he should not have been granted bail, due to both previous offences, his potential value as an informant, history of drug use and having the means financially to flee. He had no legitimate advocates. His wife, Skinner, should not have been taken seriously as an advocate. She knew what Moss was doing, and chose not to act or report it. She actively and deliberately ignored the fact her husband was paying minors in Indonesia to engage in the torture of sexual mutilation of animals, despite being told and shown that this was happening.
“I worked hard to be a lawyer, so I don’t need this drama right now.”
Were law enforcement to have taken this seriously, Moss would still be alive and most certainly talking. The two surviving defendants, whilst both dangerous and wholly perverse, were not as intelligently criminal as Moss. I do not believe either was as well informed on the workings of the community, identities of VO’s or purchasers. Moss’s activity also extends way beyond the Fiqri Sebastian videos, the seventeen year old who produced a sickening range of videos under the grooming and instruction of Dryden, Moss and Morelli. Fiqri is perhaps best known for both being a minor and specific fetish content featuring infant macaques in diapers. Moss continued to produce his own content after this, one of his last offerings featuring the prolonged mutilation of an infant macaques genitalia after it had been nailed to a board.
We are strongly of the belief that what drives these people to behave this way is paraphilia. I consider Moss to be a sadistic pedophile who found a way of satisfying his lust for an abusive power dynamic in a close approximation of human infants. Simply put, adult macaques don’t look as human as their infants, and do not produce the desired reactions. His legacy is the video’s he made, whilst his obituary praises him as a troubled soul who touched those who he encountered, Telegram praises him for his production of animal crush content.
It is difficult to predict what will happen from here. The prospect of Nicholas Dryden and Giancarlo Morelli helping secure the arrests of others in the hope of reduced sentences is probable. Dryden, who sacrificed his relationship with his son in favor of videos of infant macaques being burnt, dismembered and sodomized, maintained feuds and friendships with an array of other zoosadists. Major players, like Tori Wade of Hiawassee, Georgia and Sean Frohman of Moosup, Connecticut, both interacted with Dryden. Frohman has personally funded the production of crush porn and Wade has acted as a major distributor, administrating innumerable groups. A prescription drug addict, Wade has also been arrested in relation to child abuse and not providing a safe home environment for her children. Under the unlikely circumstances law enforcement did not know these people before, Dryden stands to change that.
Moss will be forgotten. Telegram itself will eventually forget him. A core few still remain from the Apes Cage era, the early days of primate zoosadism on Telegram. The overwhelming majority are relative newcomers. In death, he has become the subject of seemingly endless infighting. The production of content has stagnated, with inside players hinting at videos still being produced but closely guarded and kept out of circulation. This is in contrast to a year ago, when commissioners and VO’s openly interacted in groups, taking video suggestions, whilst doing business in pay only groups. When the current situation changes, and we see an uptick in video production, there will likely be a new Moss, and a new generation of perverts and weirdos with no relation to those who came before, and little interest in learning from their mistakes.
All that will remain of Colt Moss is his watermark, splashed across videos that now serve as his legacy and the single most defining aspect of his life. I have heard it said that we live on through our deeds, how we are remembered. It appears that those who were close to Moss offline will sustain an idealized version of him, in an effort to erase his wrongdoings and their own tolerance of them. It is then on us to open the curtain and shed light into the putrid world of these perverts and degenerates.
I can’t say anything remotely objective… I want these disgusting, motherfuckers dead… every last one of them… fucking deviants and sickos